(hed) P.E. (Self Titled)

1.POS
I'm sorry i couldn't live up to
So sorry i couldn't be like you
I'm sorry i couldn't become
What you are
I couldn't have tried any less
I hate becoming your regret
I kinda like what you put me through
Maybe you're not like them
Maybe they're not really your friends
Maybe you think too fucking hard
Too fucking hard...
You can't take it from me
How can you take what was never mine
I could have done so much more
I could have been so much more
Now I'm one person less than I used to be
So what am I supposed to think
So what am I supposed to think
So what am I supposed to think
So what am I supposed to think
I couldn't have tried any less
I hate becoming your regret
I kinda like what you put me through
Bitch!
Hoe!
Cunt!
Slut!
Tramp!
Liar!
Whore!
You can't take it from me
How can you take what was never mine
You can't take it from me
How can you take...what was never mine

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2.GROUND
see their hands in the air
they lift up their prayers to the air
the life that you live
time that you give to the air
it don't seem fair
something is wrong with the machine
your abberation slowly drain
you of your will to be yourself
i got that feeling that something is missing
i got that feeling that something is wrong
see the man in the ground
i bury him up with the ground
you wait for a sign
you sit on the line em up
let the master decide
something is wrong...

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3.SERPENT BOY
count the days
don't hold your breath
chikitee chek 2012
the perpetrator never knew
never properly represent the struggle
the boy in the bubble is you not barbarino
my flows unclog your souls like draino
my logic-tight like plato
whoop ass like kato
with more troops than nato
wrekkin your house
like a tornado in the barbados
drop down give props to the third rock
first come first serve shake the spot
see you not so big like you thought you was
not my blood not my cuz
not mi familia
i play like amnesia when i sees ya
who needs ya
ridin my dick like a skeezah
take a look around
you forgot what you came here for
what's your theory
why ya try to play that game
you can forget my name
take a look around
take a deep breath
recollect yourself
you a zero
you don't respect yourself
still running that weak ass game
you can forget my name
time to bury the bloody hatchet in your
motherfucking back
i laugh when i hear yo rib cage crack
breakin you down
fukkin you up like sprack
you always mixin up yo fiction with yo facts
now i'm-a-let you know
what the soul for real is
come correct,let me know what the deal is
bro, pack your bowl, with my flow
shit just ain't workin out
no, i'm-a-have to let you go
ain't no love no mo
take a look around...
take a deep breath
recollect resurrect
run a check from the neck up
you fucked up
still runnin that wekass game
try to forget my name
what's yo theory?
ain't no love...

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4.FIRSTY
you want me to give a show
i don't really want to
you want to impress
i don't really need to
who the fuck are you?
where the fuck did you come from?
if you wanted to be hednigga
you should have filled out an application
you want me to face the crowd
i don't really feel like it
you want me to jump around
i am not amused
who the fuck are you?
i gave my life to this KAH
see me walkin with my demons
laughin and schemin
searchin for some truth
and the meaning
you must be confused
save your breath
you want me to be ethical
you want me to be moral
you want me to smile
you want me to be normal
i am not professional
you want me to sing
you want me to pray
you want me to believe
fuck that shit that shit ain't me

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5.TIRED OF SLEEP (T.O.S.)
i come as i am
come when i can
this man come complete with confusion
i come as i am
you know i got to look for
got to find the connections
one eye on you
one eye on those rhymes
the third eye a got brother's back
part time
i crossed out all the weak lines
re-runs memorized drama confined
for the moment
brother man, do you got some time
my sweet mother can you spare
yet another dime
i know this too
i will leave behind
all this too
yes my soul will find the way back
run, run away back
come please show me the way back
i got off track
one thing is over another begins
one thing starts another thing ends
again...
i'm tired of waiting
tired of sleeping
everytime i close my eyes
i know i'm missing something
i'm tired of wondering
what i'm so fucking tired of asking
always needing and wanting something
i'm tired of thinking
tired of wondering what
i come as i am
never give a damn
come where i can
she say she wanna skip the foreplay
not a problem
compulsions dictate my every decision
temptations into everyone
i'm giving in
observe this brother in sin
see how he's livin
notice that shit eatin grin
he's wearing not caring
the niggaz high till it hurt
and the confusion
from the first verse
make it much fucking worse
his soul will find a way back

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6.DARKY
i give it up smooth, stick then move
try to make sense outta nonsense fool
trippin on life and my situation
brothers of earth one love and one nation

i hear the voices callin me
what? the choices are made were mine and i don't mind
i rise to the top like cream
like the pheonix from the blunt as realized in my dreams
kiss the pacific sky
the purple haze brain remains open to change of tides
i desire knowledge by nature
word to arostotal my nature's not to hate ya
so i tried to put myself in the trust of the other man
peace to my brotha man
the search of a place in this world i've discovered man
damn check out the colors man

my eyes are open
my eyes are opening wide
my eyes are open

yeah i see it every day
but some things never change no
some people living in fear
not knowing about the ten dimensions
the hed nigga reach the point of awakenin'
i anhialate niggaz who be thinkin they can break me
the next brotha can do what he want to
this brothas sights are wide and true
and if a stupid punk muthafucka sweat me
the trick ass bitch who wish he never met me
so be warned my scorn is what ya saw here
i be down i be gone lets get it on here
turn of the century age of the microwave
one foot on the moon one foot in the cave
but you can see it gettin better
believe me young people sayin shit they ain't having it
so now they takin' shit they breakin' shit
they tired of the status quo comin to rape your shit

their eyes are open
their eyes are opening wide
their eyes are open
i see it every day
the windows are open wide and far . . So what the fuck?
where you going, where you been, where you at
said where you going, where you been, where you at,
look where you going G, where you been, where you at
look where you're going punk, we're about to attack

if i drop the bomb
pick it up
if i drop the bomb
pick it up, pick it up

you got shit all over your face kid
shits all over your face
got shit all over your face

that sexy little girl uh, she had no father figure
the catholic skirt put a hurtin on the father's uh
pressin up hard on the daughter's uh
table dances they don't come cheap
d.i.c.k. spells relief
yeah bring all your daughters to me
all your daughters to me
say i was just a kid i was just living
it never occured to me that skin could determine identity
i was not in this see

i don't give a fuck never did never will
i don't give a fuck never did never will
i don't give a fuck never did never will
thats just a move in for the kill
i don't give a fuck never did never will
i don't give a fuck never did never will
i don't give a fuck never did never will
you can't take shit from me

my eyes are open
see my eyes are opening wide
my eyes are open
see my eyes are opening wide
my eyes are open
see my eyes are opening wide i see it everyday

the windows are open wide and far . . so what the fuck?
where you going, where you been, where you at
said where you going, where you been, where you at,
look where you going, where you been, where you at
look where you're going punk, we're about to attack

if i drop the bomb
pick it up
if i drop the bomb
pick it up, pick it up

you got shit all over your face kid
shits all over your face
shits all over your face
shits all over your face
shits all over your face

7.SCHPAMB
G.I. Joe boy
Monkey suit man
Shamu, 5.0, flatfoot
Make less money than a damn school teacher
Ignorant redneck
Squeal, squeal, squeal
I'm gettin' tired of dealing with the p-i-g-c-o-w-a-r-d
Cro-Magnum, meter maid fed, cinder block (hed)
How to serve and protect everything that you hate-wait
Your pencil neck's about to break
Coward, coward
What's with that chip on your shoulder?
What's with that chip on your shoulder?
Vacuum
Vak-yoom brain ded
Oink-oink, cornfed
No action seein'
Glorified security guard
Causin' more trouble than you find on your silly beat
Useless & integrated
The hate and race war you perpetuate will soon end
Then, you'll be unemployed
Checkin' my ID for a livin'
Insecure, power struck excuse for a pig
Smell the bacon fryin'
See it dyin' in my nice dreams
Slice these officers
Bleedin' from the cap that me just twisted back-snap!
Slut
Coward, coward
What's with that chip on your shoulder?
What's with that chip on your shoulder?

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8.KEN 2012
you see me running but you don't know what
i'm running from
my own weakness
come on i've got to speak this truth
When I'm losin my direction
i run that self-inspection I learn my lessons well
Yo I fell hard you see me gettin up
i'm fucking up adversity
in a temporary state of clarity
Hmmm, life is a parody, paradox
enigma I shed that skin with the stigma
roll on to the next day
Fuckin' all my critics with these topics
various versatile, universal satirical
analytical, personal, political
you cynical MC's, you can't see these ryhmes
comin' with reason, my eyes are open wide
my words are spoken
the chosen will someday be broken
and see how their gods have all fallen
you can't understand why it's so damn easy
can't understand why it's so fuckin easy
So how you like it like it now
Yeah yeah right, whatever, whatever
Well Mr. Fucking know-it-all, he got all the answers
Knows all about the "industry", he ain't shit to me
I got skills yo I'm a contender I'll rock your party til the motherfuckin roof come in
Yeah, it's on fire burn like that pussy in da morning had all night to simmer
Young girl wake up, the dick be in her, already
I was fuckin when she had her first barbie
Easy bake oven, she was pissin in her panties
Ain't shit she can do that ain't been done
ain't nothin wrong with you girl
I ain't the one...
Yeah
come on, but you can' understand why it's so damn easy can't understand
why it's so fuckin easy So how you like it like it now
you can't
understand why it's so damn easy can't understand why it's so fuckin
easy you can't understand why, why, why.I tried the way the way was not
mine
If I get lost don't try to find me my kind got left behind
Yeah so how you gonna
show me the way when it's not mine how you gonna show me the way
when your ass is blind
Your way, one way, but not mine
I'd rather be left behind
where is your salvation
when will it come?
wrong
How does it feel...how does it feel man
How does it feel...how does it feel
Punks jump up to get beat
Punks jump up to get beat
punks jump up to get beat down
punks jump up to get beat down
So many tried to make me feel like an outcast
put me to the test, yo again I pass
so many colors
so many sisters and brothers by my side
Still we ride with pride
U N I T Y
that's what calls me, same destination
we keep our salvation within
Givin' all that I got for the future
knowin that my journey yo will never be over
I already told ya with them loops that we flowed ya
Knowledge, wisdom, and experience can mold ya
Hold on to your moms and your soul yesy a stay true to yourself
all else will follow ya
This brother. s goin deep...a little deeper Just another man with a plan and a seed we can grow
I'll let you know just who and what I am So what the fuck do they want from me?
Why do they fuck with me
The (hed)nigga is just another human, yea
Got my head up in the sky, walkin feet above the ground
Oh yes much pussy to the left
pendejos to the right of me
who think they know it
Yeah I tried the way
but the way was not mine
i tried the way the way was not mine
Your way, one way, but not mine
Now let's see who gets left behind, come on
Wrong...
How does it feel... how does it feel, fucker?...
How does it feel... how does it feel?
Punks jump up to get beat
punks jump up to get beat down
Punks jump up to get beat
punks jump up to get beat down

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9.CIRCUS
time to pay
let them burn
punish and erase me
high time i suffer
count all my addictions
that surprise erection
that dirty obsession
my blood is on your hands
blood is on your hands
turn away from me, turn away
take everything away from me
you can still hear me laughing at you
this soul cannot be chained
can i get a witness
here i am
so what, here i stand
see you when i get there
rok hard dik in my hand
no, i don't expect you to understand shit
in the garden of heathens
we fuck confession
let the motherfucker fall
i watch him fall hard
turn away from me, turn away
cut me in half and play with me
now, both of me are laughing at yo

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10.33
nine hundred ninety seven revolutions
gone round the sun
the spirits leave as they come
rude people-the meek-the young ones
wait without fear so near to the year of the new millennium
these wide open eyes
they look to the sky
then they listen for the mission
envision
One head on collision with the power that be
the end of your religion and the begginning of my unity
Stay tuned to me, all this is new to me
it got me trippin like some LSD
We come deep like the sea coming high like the sky
Waiting for you and yours to die
Here they come, here they come, here they come
Little fresh, young little girl
I swear she feel like a woman to me
All your boys remain boys so mamma run to me
she came to me so I had to turn the trick out
slappin that ass
bitin them baby backs
downto the bone, we in a zone yo
Been on the road so long don't know when to go home yo
Cross
the state line to Cali. deep in Orange CountyIf ya don. t know shit
about me don. t doubt meHere they come, here they come, here they come
And when we come we come we come hard yeah
And when we come we come come correct
And when we come we come we come hard yeah
And when we come we must come correct
And when we come we come hard yeah
And when we come we come come correct
And when we come we come hard
And when we come we must come motherfukin correct!!
My one greatest nemesis enemy is me
versus me in a battle to the death
Hear my tale rattle feel the heat
of my breath on the back of my own neck
my heart pound in my chest
no rest no trust no hope
this nigger can. t cope this dope got me schizo
The son should. ve listened to his mother
from the get go now he get no got no love
stuck up on your back like a beetlebug nigger
here they come, here they come, here they come

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11.HILL
what was the reason?
didn't need one
like instinct born into a trade
not by choice but for a purpose
push the rock move the stone
Forever the hill your home
So, have you come to resurrect me
or have you come to crucify
step aside or get behind me
i wish someone would get behind me
And the hill so very high
does not give comfort
And the sweat upon your brow
will go unnoticed
You see there will be
those who come and stand
Come and stand stand in the way
they can' t believe that a stone can be moved
So they laugh when you are still
they're waiting for that hill
to swallow you and spit you out
Another casualty of art
whose only fault was being born
Born between the rock and the stone
forever the hill your home
I was born to move a mountain
I will die before I fade away
I always thought that I was chosen
King of the hill, King of the hill
And when the light is dim
who will stand by my side
Crawling on bloody knees
who will believe in me
Who will stand by me
who will walk with me
who will fly with me?
I was born to move a mountain
I will die before I fade away
I always thought that I was chosen
King of the hill, King of the hill

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12.IFO
Somewhere, somehow, somewhen
We'll see it happen again, my friend
A simple visitation gone wrong like back in '47
Only this time we'll be on the scene like Kent Brockman
Or Sam Donaldson live in New Mexico
But now you can't fool us
Now you can't lie or deny so much
It's obvious why none of us trust you
How does a flying disc turn into a weather balloon
How long did you think you could trick us with lies?
Can't put a cover on the skies
Can't hide that face or those big black eyes
So how you gonna put a cover up on the skies?
Realize, I'm not surprised at your deception
Correction, I welcome the challenge to intercept it
The message loud & clear
You think we fear it
Reverse it
Me & mine we will embrace it
So face it
I got the 411
I got the CNN
We on-line
TV & me we kin
My click is the mandelbrot set
My crops lie unbroken
Your hoaxes, a feeble attempt
Circle perfect, bring the revelation
Your realization far too many videotapes to go around erasin'
This ain't no J.F.K.
Check the I.F.O.-out the box
Fresh like sightings on FOX
Documenting the coming of the chariots
Gods in the making, no more jiving
No more fakin' the real
How long did you think you could trick us with lies
Tricks are for punks
Can't hide the face or those deep black eyes
How you gonna put a cover-up on the skies?
Take me to your leader
He don't even know you
We the niggaz of earth
Got to show you
The peckerwoods can't stand the site of the Africans
What are they gonna do when they face off with a gray man
Prepare to meet your maker in the skies over the pyramids
Check stonehenge
Go ask the Mayans
2012 soon come
I will be waitin' sayin' I told you so
When the skies are ripped open
And the mothership lands on your cynical ass
Maybe then you will believe & concede
That you can't hide the sun
Can't hide the moon
Can't keep some secrets so big
Yes, the truth must transcend
And when it does, my friend I will be chillin' by the TV
Rockin' with CNN
Yeah, my bong in hand
Surrounded by friends
When the world as we know it will end

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13.BITCHES
Ohh yeah Well
I could see it,feel it
the spirit as it was leaving my body
no, it would not stay for a while
i turned and watch it crawled away
so far away, i could not see that far

All those things i held so sacred
they fail me
they betray me
these pins these needles
they never leave me
this crooked cross is bleeding deeply

Let the wine fill my veins
bring the wind to change my mind
(please let me forget)
wash away this dirty soul
this dirty soul of mine

The curtain it slowly closes
the players how they quickly change around you
not a trace, no familiar face
only the soundtrack and the bruises we keep to ourselves

I reach out and i wait forever
i speak out and my thoughts die high
my cross is crooked
my spirit is denied

Let the smoke close my eyes...
Bring the time to change my mind
wash away this dirty soul
this dirty soul of mine

see this man is waiting
in the park, it's raining so hard
wash away this soul
this dirty soul of mine

Why can't you feel me?

The world is dying
nothing stays the same
nothing good remains
no one ever stays
feelings always fade away
people change & lives are destroyed
i will never walk with you again
never again will we share the days my friend........

Let the smoke close my eyes...
Bring the time to change my mind...
wash away this soul...